Math thoughts

It's three years since I didn't use English for more than seven days, so I've just decided to write this post in English. I'm going to explain some strange-math thoughts that are taking up my mind, that are going to bail my brain.

Firstly, I'm wrapping of a singular sensation, a strange-math sensation: I understand something more about this sharp subject. Probably it's only a sensation, I've to weak up and back to the reality.

Anyway, this sensation persists right here, since about one week. Prime numbers are doing operate my neuronal cells, quickly, very quickly and this is the reason about my intellectual tiredness. In my opinion math is calling me, but I'm not listening to what she's saying.

Is math female or male? I don't know and this is an enigma, like prime numbers and like this strange sensation that grips me. My last question:

Is math a music?